Well, I pretty much
feel like a failure (As Always). I was so sick the past few weeks and have done
nothing to try and lose this weight. I have been eating healthier, trying to
make better decisions. I'm just so sick of saying and not doing everything I
want to do. I have zero motivation to do. I always get this big burst of I'm
going to, to do nothing but sit my butt on the couch and watch the next episode
of Greys, or VPD. Really! I am so disappointed in the level of self-respect I
have for myself. I have got to do something to make this better. I am in no way
OK with looking this way. I have to do something!
It's the only body you will ever have... so take care of it!
